Haha AMS block party seems like so long ago. I guess because it was.

I can't believe that i'm in the same position i was all of last semester in terms of worrying that Mitch didn't like me. like wtf. hahaha. (refer to february 3 2008.)

except this time he actually might not and it might be permanent.

why can't i figure out what i want ? seriouzzlyyyz.
he is so cute though.

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I think i will always have something against people who routinely get baked before going to a show. is your life really so sad that you have to mess with your brain and perceptions before enjoying a concert even becomes possible? really now. no one wants to sniff your skunky weed and it's bad for you. learn to appreciate shows in  your normal state of mind. i mean come on you pay money for this shit.

i dont even know why i feel like his liking me is necessary.

I am having a really, really hard time getting over him.

SO, the solution is obviously to go out with the first guy who asks me out.
"Go out."
like.. kiss him right after he asks me, then make out obscenely the next time we meet up, and now feel like complete hell because i am going to hell for agreeing to be his "girlfriend." I talked to a friend about it and he was like "...are you really that desperate?" and i was like.......... holy shit, i guess i really am. what the hell... i fail at life so badly. i am capable of getting the MAN OF MY DREAMS, if i was just patient and wasn't so quick to jump the gun. What am i even doing?

dude, and being single has so many merits. so many. hahaha...

This week has been the biggest, biggest mess of events i have ever lived.
that plus exams......................... OH,,,MY GOD

Eggcellence says:

all investments

Eggcellence says:

involve necessary risks

Eggcellence says:

as long as you control it well

Eggcellence says:

then it's alright

Time to invest some self control up in here.